Tuesday, December 13, 2005

-YANHUI(:

* BAWLS * This afternoon I'd seen something heart wrenching again.. Oh gosh, I'm feeling all emotional inside.

So we were on msn and I was telling her to give up on this relationship, since it's like so not meaningful anymore. Another relationship turned sour. Ah, anyway. I told her, she has to give up on this and stop being soft hearted. A relationship takes two hands to clap. She's probably da one trying to salvage this time and time again. Giving a chance again and again.

But da guy didn't know she was suffocating inside. He has no time fer her, and ok she has her own fault too ( She knows this herself, I don't wanna say LOL. =X. ) Ok, and she was feeling confused and all.. Complicated, mixed feelings. Seriously, I can understand.

So I stayed by her and chatted with her. Trying to cheer her up. She's a strong girl, that's wart I can say. Things will never be da way yoo expected it to be. I'm sure she didn't expect this 1 year relationship can end just like that. I hope she can really put this behind her, and start from scratch. Although she's back to square one, there are much more opportunities fer her out there! Plus, being single has it's own benefits too!

Welcome to da singles' club officially, DIANA! (:

*****

Oh man.. I love my blog's song. Nb Ridaz - Notice me. Here's how da lyrics go.

I wanna let yoo know I'll always love yoo baby.

Sometimes I think about everything
that we've been through.
And I pray that yoo will just open your eyes.
I love yoo
and I need yoo.
So please don't throw our love away.

Since da day yoo and I snuck away to be alone,
I knew from that night something special went on.
It must have been da first kiss,
yoo told me that no one else in da world made yoo feel this.

I felt da same way too, but nothing stays da same.
I'm sorry fer da tears, I'm sorry fer da pain.
Yoo were da one that always made things right.
I promise yoo this though yoo got a friend fer life.

Maybe one day we can try it again,
and maybe things can be a little different.
So let's just kiss and say goodbye
Cause I really can't stand da pain to seeing yoo cry.

I've given yoo everything,
I loved yoo endlessly.
But when it comes to me,
yoo don't even notice me.

All that is mine is yours that's wart I said.
Treat yoo with love and respect in every way.
Yoo want it, I gave yoo. Yoo need me, I was there.
Now yoo treat me like I'm not here.

I loved yoo I need yoo, don't wanna let go.
If yoo want somebody else please let me know.
Can't take it no more, I feel like I'm dying inside.
Is this da price I pay fer handling yoo my life.

I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared.
So if yoo wake up one morning and I'm not there,
just remember I loved yoo.
And it will never be da same.
Gave yoo everything and yoo threw it away.

I've given yoo everything,
I loved yoo endlessly.
But when it comes to me,
yoo don't even notice me.

*****

Ahh, was going home yesterday night frm sentosa and CJ was at town. So we both met up and went cp to eat. Mingherng joined too. Ate at Jack's place, and wart I can say is - THEIR FOOD SUCK PLS. Oh my! I swear I'm not going there anymore. * BLEAK *

After eating we went BLISS, and drank a bit there. So we were talking about emo stuffs and I went sobbing away. HAHAHA. Ok lah, not so exaggerating. Just a few tears here and there. OH MAN. I don't BELIEVE IT.

And they did something damn BAD LAH. On da way home. FUCKERS. HAHAHA. Irritating lah! Don't let me go home please! Wart a GREAT DAD I have. Dad, see this? I'm not going out with yoo again! * STARES AND WALKS OFF * LOL.

I'll end here. I'm tired of typing and typing. HEHEHE. Laters pple. (:

; A friend love says : If yoo ever need anything, I'll be there.

; best
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