Saturday, November 19, 2005

-YANHUI(:

HOORAAAAAAAAAYYYY!! CHEERS!! Horrible O levels are coming to an end.

It's gonna be over.. Soon.

History paper was a killer! I left da Structured Essay Questions totally BLANK. My mind went blank when I saw da questions.

I mugged so hard, and none of wart I had studied for came out. Rips hair*

P.O.A. paper was a killer too. Multiple choice was a breeze but paper two sucked like hell. I don't even understand wart was da first question they were asking me to find.

I wish I could just faint and die there on da spot. Grrr.

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Last emo post, I promised my " papa " already. So, go ahead.. Read and weep.

After that day, I finally know.. I actually had so much tears.

Now I know how to smile and laugh happily but weep silently inside.

Now I know da feeling of heart-wrenching.

Now I understand wart does breaking-down means.

Now I understand how is da feeling of being vulnerable.

There were so many familiar faces around me. But somehow, his face was unfamilar to me. It was different. A few were suppressing their tears, da others looked sad. I still remember vividly da touch of their friendly hands helping me up, encouraging me. I saw this gleam of hope in their eyes, I know they are always beside me.

Now I know wart is - real friends.

Thanks fer being there when I was at my lowest peak.. Yoo guys know who yoo are - sharlene, serena, chongjie, diana..

Love happens because of that " spark ", as it can be ignited in that split second, but also can be blown off, and cease to exist. Forever.

Realised that, da truth is always scary and terrible, plus it hurts.

Da game of love, everybody played.

And I lost in this game.

Sorry..

; beneath da mask, reveal da real me. do me a favour.. unveil me. *

; best
friends* 10:05 PM

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