Friday, September 23, 2005
-yanhui):
I need a shoulder to lean on.. I can't take this anymore. Splitting headache. My head is gonna explode soon. Everything is just not going my way.. I'm very worn out. Totally drained. I always force myself to put on a cheerful front when I go to school. Only to find myself exhausted and beaten at the end of the day. I'm very tired of pretending. I'm not happy. And nobody sees thru my facade. Examinations adding on pressure to me , squeezing all my energy out.. Slowly. I hope I will die soon. Guess he's having a tough time handling the stress too, all those endless exams.. Maybe, I should leave him alone first and not adding on anymore pressure to him. We'll be fine. I'll be fine. He'll be fine. We'll be back to our cheerful self soon. (: I'll brace myself up!; I need your shoulder to lean on. And I'll lend you mine's too. -Yanhui):
; best
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