But when you touch me like this,And you hold me like that,I just have to admit,That it's all coming back to me.When I touch you like this,And I hold you like that,It's so hard to believe but,It's all coming back to me.It's a very old song by celine dion. Extremely touching, diana recommended me to listen to this. Okie I know it's not some pop song or whatever. But, I'm just sooo touched by da lyrics.
Everything is coming back to me now. Da feeling of love. After one big big round, we found each other back again. I know, I know. There's bound to have some gap in between us. I believe time can do everything, regaining back da trust and confidence.
Someone once asked me what did I saw in him. My only answer was.. Everything.
Okay okay, enough of this emotional issue.
I'll be having my O level english oral on Monday. And, what's worse. I'm like da first can?! Dead meat le lah. I'm so damn anxious can. I'll sure complain of stomach aching and I went like," MY EYES ARE PLAYING A TRICK ON ME.. NONO, I CAN'T BE DA FIRST!! "
Yeah lah. They didn't play a trick on me. I'm really da first one to take da damn oral. I don't want to face those invigilators!! They are so scary can. Like if you say something wrong, they will stare with you with their HUGE eyes and they look like they are gonna devour you almost immediately. Okay lah, I'm probably exaggerating. But that's what I think ma. They left such bad bad impression on me. I thought first impression counts? I thought first impression should be an extremely good one? How come they sooo opposite one? Nevermind, don't bother replying my question.
I think I'll stress myself at da hall while waiting fer my turn. Probably pull my hair off my scalp or pull someone's hair who is beside me lah. Thinking of it now makes me shudder. BAH!! Stop wailing, yanhui.
But I'm really petrified lah, I'll go numb with fear if they shoot me unexpected questions. Heard from some of them, some of da questions are real dumb. I hope I don't stone there if they shoot me dumb question, or worse I hope I don't go on rambling nonsense or giving superficial answers!!! Help ME!!!
Frankly speaking, english is my strong subject. No, I'm not trying to boast here or something. Just stating da fact. All along, I'm more to a language person. Okay, my maths and science suck big time. Single digit all da time. Oh, yea back to da point. English supposed to be my best subject. I even got 34/40 fer my oral before. So no use dwelling on this anymore and get so disheartened.
I've got confidence! Yeah, like real. Shucks. Ohman!
; Only love let us see normal things, in an extraordinary way. *
-YANHUI(:
