Monday, August 15, 2005

-YANHUI (:

OH MY GODDDD.. People, tell me this is real. Pinch me lah!!

TAN YAN HUI SCORED A1 FER HER MT O LVL!

MANNNN!!! I was like having butterflies in my stomach and I turned cold lah when I knew there's only like 4 As in 5na classes. I was like ' Nah, it couldn't be me, my oral sucked big time. ' When I went forward to get my result, I got a big big big shock.

Mdm ma : " Congratulations. "

ME : " Huh.. Why? " -Stunned.

Mdm ma : " You are da only one who got A1 in da 2 sec 5 normal acad classes ! " - smiling broadly

ME : " AHHHH!!! "

You know that feeling of a big stone got lifted away from your chest. I couldn't believe my eyes and ears lah! Could hardly suppress and I just cried it out. Damn damn damn relieved lor. That feeling of '' I DID IT!! " Yes, imagine that. Everyone go : " AAAWWW, TAN YAN HUI DID IT!!! CONGRATS!! "

Anyway, saw from diana's hp da firework she video-ed down. Woah. So awesome lah. I was telling her : " I also wanna earn lotsa money and when I'm 40, I also wanna have fireworks like this. " HAHA!!

You pple probably go : " Yanhui, wake up your idea lah. Stop day dreaming can. " Sigh.. Could someone snap me outta this stupid dream? Pull me back to this realistic world again.

Seriously, I really don't wanna forget da feeling of loving someone. I don't wanna forget da feeling of waking up without your sms-es. I don't wanna forget da way I would smile when I was thinking of what you have said. I don't wanna let everything fade away. I don't wanna pass da phase of looking at your sms-es and smiling to myself. Nono.

I'm tired of everything. Why am I feeling like I'm slipping off da edge, hanging by a breakable thread. As every night passes, I feel like I'm slowly fading away... Omg! I sound like an emotional wreck here lah. Okay okay, I shall stop ranting. Shall stop here.

Gotta see da doc laters to cure my damn rashes. I WILL NOT DRINK ANYMORE!!

; Everyone and everything feels like it's slipping away. Why?

-yanhui (:

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