Friday, July 29, 2005
-yanhui(:FUCK. Mr zul was preaching on stage yesterday and he stood there like.. 1 hr lor. So long, he not tired, we hear also tired lah. Suddenly..ZUL: " See that girl there? I can see she dyed her hair. " - Pointing to me.ME: " Fuck, diana! Is he talking about me? "DIANA: " HAHA! I think so! "My face BLUSHED instantly. Everyone turned and looked at me can.ZUL: " I know that girl is blushing already! I can see!! Come to school and dye hair lah. "FUCKKKKKK!! I wish I could strangle him straightaway! Make me freaking embarrassed lor! Damn it! He HUMILIATED ME!! School is like prison. We have to abide by sooo many rules. Like, DUH?! I'm sooo not gonna stick by those stupid school rules, man! Lucky, lucky. Three more blardy months and I'm outta it. I can't stand it anymore. Seriously, I pity all da juniors. I didn't expect that I will actually say da exact same thing to aideel what ALL my friends told me. Yesterday, aideel was feeling so down and he wanted to see me and aishah. So, we went to find him. And.. He was crying. Sigh. Another couple like that.ME: " Huda isn't da right girl fer you. Just let it go lah. "AISHAH: " Don't you ever want to find a girl you can love and she loves you back? "ME: " Yea, and you both cherish each other too? "Damn, and he started crying real badly. And here comes huda, den she gave a fucked up face. Guess aideel can't stand her, and he started cracking his fingers, ready fer a fight! WOOHOO~!But, we were like.. Okay lah, calm down lah! Relac LAH!!!Den, talked and talked. Nazrul, asri and anfal came along. Den I took anfal's phone and wanna listen song. I saw da title - celine dion, so I pressed play. Thinking what nice song will that be." For all those times you stood by me... "I got a shock. This song. So meaningful to me. Sigh.So I played this song again fer aideel and huda to hear. Cos, they decided a breakup. My original plan was to let da both of them hear da lyrics, and think of those happy times they were tgt, and whether they really want a break or not. And, I think it kinda backfired lah! They both started crying and crying and.. I feel sooo guilty can?Den, I got so emotional I remained silent throughout after everything. That song.. Brought back sooo much memories. Sigh.
I'm really going insane. Vivi mentioned to me, she said I'm like making myself crazy. And, I'll go crazy sooner or later. Maybe true leh.
I'm so sad. Weichoong IS OUT! I voted so MANY times fer him!! Like 50+ votes. I'm like throwing money into da sea. HAHA. Anw, at night luckily Chongjie smsed me and tell me weichoong was out. Cos, I fell asleep while waiting fer da results to show on tv at 11.30pm. LOL!
Today... Is da 29th. Yes, its 29th today. Sighs*; When da love fades off, start to think... What actually makes both parties fall in love.-yanhui):
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friends* 3:09 PM
