Thursday, July 07, 2005

Had history and emaths today. History was alright, was lying on table when I got da paper and bernard and rashmi thought I fell asleep. Sigh, emaths was a killer lah. When I saw da first question of da paper, I went " BHAM" and lied on da table. But, there's this stupid question that's so long lah, almost occupying half of da page about what Mr A and Mr B. And i fucking stupid can. I don't even know how to change from dollars to cents. I ought to be shot.

BAH. Anyways, tmr will be ENGLISH!! YAY!!! I aint gonna bury myself under heaps and heaps of books. I thought there will be damn biology tmr, luckily wendy told me it's fer da express. If not, I'm so gonna kill myself if I find out that tmr got no biology. -phews.

Went out with serena again just now. Got 2 packets of that, what's that called. Urhh, that " ding ding tang " or something? Yeaps, it tastes absolutely YUMMY lah. Anyone can buy that for me every single day? -grins.

Seriously, I don't like this feeling. I thought I could.. But, I can't. I'm not myself anymore. Da old yanhui is gone.. With da wind. I can't seem to find da real YANHUI back anymore. I want back my old self.

I'm so lost, I can't seem to find my way out. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday. I don't want superficial laughters and smiles. I want that yanhui who used to laugh at everything and used to smile happily. *Sigh*


-yanhui ):

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