Sunday, June 26, 2005

yi qie yu guo tian qing le..

(((((((((((:

thanks sharlene. thanks fer talking to me last night. thanks fer being there fer me when i needed someone to listen and talk.

da loneliness at night is unbearable.

everywhere seemed so quiet, everyone was deep asleep. but im still wide awake at 6am. although i blasted my music so loudly, it didn't help much. i still feel so empty inside. i could hear da occasional engine sound from cars and motors passing by and jerked me back into reality. i was thinking of all those things that happened throughout this few months. although it may seem like a short period, i suddenly realised that i had been treating everything fer granted, been treating him fer granted.

i dint cherish what i had and really regretted when things turned bad. it wasn't what i had expected. i dint expect to have such a bad ending. i dint expect that it will hurt so badly. da truth hurts real badly.

perhaps its difficult to get back like da past. perhaps it is..

but since everything is solved now, i just want to be as happy as like how we was last time.

but, anyways im happy now. HEE*

tears of elation. *

iloveyou.

-yanhui(:

; best
friends* 1:20 PM

`tag *